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A bit bored story for today. Suddently I’m thinking about my uncle called Pak Long..
Pak Long.. I’m thinking of you!! Huhu..
Last 2 month was the very crook time for him n my family. Pak Long was admited in the IJN for almost 1 month. He got a heart failure…(Saluran sumbat n berlubang). Or…its something like that la..Actually, pak long have this illness since he was young. So, now, his heart kenot stand anymore and need to do the operation very soon.
So, since pak long n mak long have no children…i feel that its my responsibility to look after pak long during his time at IJN. I noe..both of them need support from family. Especially a moral support. Yeah…that was their day..and we don’t now when is our day, rite??
Honestly..I feel very down at that time. I’m worried about Pak long’s health. As i afraid to lose him. At the same time..I also feel sory to mak long. She looks ok even I noe, deep inside..she feels so worried, tired and stress.
Along that time, I’ll go to IJN before go to work. Then, after working hour…i’ll visit pak long again until 8 o’clock.Luckily my ofis n my house is nearby the IJN. During wiken..i will spent almost my time at IJN. Huhu..Now, its was the mesmerising time that i miss. The time where all my family members get together. As Pak Long always said that the room is his second house. Haha..
Now..i can says that pak long is ok oredy. His operation was success ( 3 bypass and tukar injap jantung). Doctor said,it was a major operation and doctor kenot guaranteed the high percentage of successfulness of the operation. Pak long got strong spirit. Kuat semangat.. and he always joke that he got a “pendekar” spirit with him. Hehe.. I still remember what pak long said when i ask him whether he is nurvous onot to do the operation? he said..”Tipu lah kalau paklong x takut, tapi pak long da serah sume pd Allah. Dan kite x bleh bersangka buruk pada Allah. Kene redha pd segala kemungkinan”. Saat tu, air mata jd terlalu murah utk aku. However, Alhamdulillah..everithing was fine then.
Last 2 week, pak long set up a kenduri kesyukuran as to pay his nazar.
So, wish pak long and mak long are in a pink of healthy always. For ols..jage permakanan n kesihatan.
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I dedicate this writen to myself…
Dear liza,
You r doing good now. Thanks God..I see ur smile everyday. Thanks olso for being kind to me. Taking a good care of me, love me more n be a gud gurl. Keep it up liza!
You noe wut? i like to see ur face when u r smiling n loughing…i like u when u care of ur health n i oslo hepy to see u hepy.
Please don’t let u fall again..b’coz i kenot stand to see u failed again. its really hurt and nobody’s will noe it like i do. Nobody’s noe what is the meaning of ur smile…& nobodys noe what inside ur heart when u r loughing..B’coz sometime u r smile n loughing not becoz u r hepy..but..
U can lie others except urself,liza. Remember that??
to Ija…
Let live for today..Like tommorow will never come.
And let the “past” n the “yesterday” b the cute memories for you..
Always remember that Allah is always there for you. And He will never dissapointed u.
If tommorow comes..hope it will shine better than today. And May Allah help me in whatever I do.
For Deqja..
Wish u all the best in ur future undertaking..Put all ur strength together n be strong.
Last but not least, special dedication song to you, Nurliza Othman..

Artist : Mariah Carey
Song : Hero

There’s a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don’t have to be afraid
Of what you are
There’s an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It’s a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don’t let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You’ll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Yours,
Me, myself & I